My Beloved Grandpa

As some of you might know,
most of my CNY was spent at TTSH.
My grandpa (paternal side) was admitted into the ICU for multiple complications.
He has been suffering from a mild heart attack, kidney failure & pneumonia.
His health was fine till the age of 82.
Why?
Couldn't he just live perfectly to a ripe old age?
Why must this happen now?
It did took a toll on my entire family.
My parents, aunts, uncles & cousins. Even my grandma.
My grandma took everything at her stride.
She is strong, that was because she held a deep faith.
A faith so strong & powerful, that it gave her the energy to accept everything.
I thought that among all of us, she took this matter the best.
She even told us to accept what God has planned for my grandpa.
Even if it means taking him to heaven where he didnt need to suffer anymore.
Break away from all torments & sufferings.
With that, i respect & love my grandma so much.

As i look at my grandpa in need of oxygen in order to survive,
it just torn my heart into pieces.


The grandpa whom i had live with for the past 20 years of my life,
The grandpa who often buys food home for me whenever he's out,
The grandpa who always jokes and fool around with brother & I,
The grandpa who's always so knowledgable,
The grandpa who always come to my rescue whenever I receive beatings from my mum while i was young,
The grandpa who always tell & teach me to live in God's holy way,
The grandpa who loves to travel alot,
The grandpa whom i cannot live without.

I'm emotionally drained.
Still I'm taking everything positively.
In the hope of believeing that God has planned what's best for grandpa.

To my beloved grandpa,
" We'll be right here waiting for you, you are always the best grandpa in the world..."

P.S: dear readers, i'd be very much be appreciative of your kind sympathy.
It'd be best if you do not leave any sympathy tags on my blog.
Just pray for me in your heart. 6:48 AM