Its time like this, that I've realised.......

Mummy & bro borrowed over 20 dvds from my uncle.
They both are now blasting the stereo system in the living room,
watching flightplan .
Everything is pretty much settled,
I've kickstarted work today on a much happier note.
The loss of my grandpa did took a toil on me
but I very much know he's now relieved from all sufferings & sickness.
He's now in a place where he could live eternally & in everlasting joy.
Most importantly, its the reunion of the souls of 2 long lost lovers.
After the departure of my grandma 5 years ago.

It really made me wonder how intriguing human nature is.
It is through time like this
that you realise how people you only meet once a year,
can make a huge impact on you thereafter.
For me, its my two cousins, Joel & Johann.
They are both brothers, older than me by 5 years & 2 years respectively.
I only get to meet them once a year,
which is during chinese new year.
We never chat much whenever we met,
its always just few casual chats & full stop.
Even during my grandpa's funeral,
its only during the final day at the eleventh hour did we started chatting.
Really talking about each other's lives a stuff.
Its during the day of the cremation that they are the ones who held me tighly,
offering me tissue & providing me with that extra comfort
when i had tears streaming uncontrollably down my cheeks.

Why didn't i realise the importance of kinship
until the very last moment.
Until the point where there's a possibility that we might never ever meet again.
Since there is no more source that could bring the few families back together
cos both my grandpa & grandma are no longer around.
Cos of some family problems going on,
which i shan't divulge further.
There's a a saying which goes.
" You won't cherish it, until you've lost it"
I just wanna say,
I wanna cherish it before i'll lose it.
This applies the same to kinship, friendship, relationship
& even to thy Father above. 3:45 PM