Back to the future

The more i think of my future after poly,
the more afraid & perturbed I am.
My future seem so bleak.
What i see in front of me are just patches after patches of dark clouds.
Soon it'll bring on the rain,
followed by a pouring thunderstorm.
I wish i didnt have to graduate from poly.
I hate making decisions for my future.
I wish had parents who have thought & planned for my future.
At least it saves me the trouble of having to go thru such trauma.
Trauma of how my future would turn out to be.
Shenny is coming home in a week's time.
I miss this sister of mine to bits.
There we could start shopping, having high teas, going for spa
enjoying life like there's no tmr.
Isn't life supposed to be like that?
No worries for tmr,
for tmr will take care of itself.
Needless to say, worry for the future.
Maybe i should just get hitched to some rich cad.
Seem so bimbo eh.
Nah, its a woman's world now.
We don't have to live off our male counterparts.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
My future, my future, my future ........... * chants repeatedly* 8:30 AM