My spiritual faith has diminish.
I no longer attend CYF (excuses from my over-loaded work tonne)
I attend sunday mass just for the sake of attending.
Its not longer like in the pass, where attending youth group and going for sunday mass had been an active part of my weekly schedule.
I hate this feeling.
I dont want to be those parishers who attend mass just for the sake of attending
and who are catholics just for the sake of their family or friends influence.
When i look at people like liangyi, clarice,kelly, anna , kj etc ( of cos there are many more to name)
I suddenly feel so ashame of myself.
These ppl could somehow juggle their time for work, play & God so well.
I believe that at certain times, He set certain obstacles along the way that made me fell so hard.
So hard that my knees suffered from severe brusing and cuts.
So hard that my heart was inflammed.
That only made me a stronger person.
At the end of the day, I understand that He did it all for one reason.
Out of love for this faithless daughter of His.
I seek forgiveness & its this spiritual journey that i'll choose to walk with Him for the rest of my life. Cos i know He never abandone His children.

Happy 83th Birthday to My dearest & sweetest Kong Kong! you are the best grandpa in the world. Thanks for always buying old chang kee curry puff for me=)

Happy 19th Birthday to My loveliest friend, Liangyi! Keep Shining for God! 11:27 PM