The grass is greener on the other side

As the days towards attachment draws near, my heart just skips faster & faster.
I'm wanting to earn my own money,
i'm wanting to know how much fulfillment i can earn,
i'm wanting to know how my prospective job in future could be like,
i'm wanting to know how capable i am
i'm wanting to know how working in a MNC is like
forget about the 3 hours traveling time to & fro. 5 months will be over in a blink blink of an eye. thereafter i could embark on my undergrad journey be it locally or overseas.
source out all the info i need at the IDP for aussie undergrad degrees & British council for england degrees. it seem that both countries have their pros & cons. ultimately they work out to cost around the same. daddy agreed to send me to either aussie(uni of melbourne) or uk (uni of manchester). so i'll wait for my last sem poly results to be out before i'll start on my ucas application. i know there are so many things to consider like school fees & living expenses. i wouldnt mind living on bread & butter everyday, i wouldnt mind working part time to help lighten my parents' already tight pocket. i wouldnt mind traveling & shopping less, as long as i can earn my degree. i'm such a reliant person, it'll be nice to train myself to be more independent, to do my own grocery shopping, to whip up my own meals, to wash my own clothes & to decorate my own house.
Its that small wish that michelle & junie could go with me. then we could rent an apartment & live together. according to the councillors, thats the cheapest accomodation. i hope in a year's time i'll be in melbourne or manchester embarking on the next chapter of my life. 12:27 PM