Wednesday, April 20, 2005
CPTC is boring, horribly boring. first time i really fell asleep during lecture. prolly because i had to wake up at 5.30 every morning. shan't talk too much about my grouping, but thank God i have jaclyn with me. very much pray that 5 weeks will fly by & im outta jurong island, outta CPTC. have been talking to mommy regarding my varsity studies & each time there bound to be some conflict. have been looking through all the prospectus from a few UK universities that michelle got for me. it tempted me even more, my heart swayed even more though i was convinced so many times that the standard of living there is way too high. i so want to study chemical engineering at the university of manchester. but mommy's comments are always about the monetary load. yes i have to resign to fate,not forgetting i still have a younger brother. aussie would be my real last choice if i could go no where. not even local uni. canada sounds good too. especially mcgill university. but people there speaks french & my french i guess havent even reached the basic standards. maybe i am fretting a lil' too early. but like what people always say.. time flies.
results going to be out on thursday. somehow im numb to all the excitment & nervousness of pre results release. dont have much confidence this time. just hope not for the worse.
--gracefully left off--
1:40 PM