Saturday, January 03, 2004
Yest was alot of slacking..watch tv frm morning till night. All right i know im a potato couch. These few days did alot of reflection for the yr 2003. Right now i'm filled with guilt & remorse for one simple reason- I hadnt been spending my 2 month holiday effectively like i would in the past. I didnt even did a single revision although i borrowed the notes for next sem frm Huifang. If it was in the past, i would have grilled myself for the upcoming term but the situation isnt so for now? Am i really really lagging behind.. i want to do well & achieve at least an AD for next sem... but looking at the pace im going now..unlikely. I realised ive become someone who cares alot abt physical appearance & have been neglecting my studies. Fat hope with i wanna win that bitch & hypocrite YY! Serene buck up! pull up ur socks if u wanna win her! U can do it!! yea i know i'll win her.. she's nothing but a piece of fat lump.. The thought of seeing those 3 bitches on monday makes me real sick.
2004 a new year...a new me
I've made so many resolutions for 2004 & i'll try my utmost effort to keep them
1) Provide more time to the Lord cos i've been neglecting HIM so many a time
2) To excel accdemically & obtain at least an AD for my final exam hopefully with no "Cs-Fs" too
3) Build a good relationship with my family & friends
4) Not go shopping so often..max of once a month
5) Make the best of any spare time..for etc reading a book, doing hw
6) Be firm with my decision & not be easily swayed by other ppls influence
Dear Lord please provide me ur guidiance & patience & that you will look after me. Guide me so that i may make wise decisions. Im so sorry that i've been always neglecting my journey of faith with you. You gave me so many chances to continue the journey but each time i took it for granted. I took for granted the times & never give thanks when You answered my prayers instead i lashed out my frustrations on You whenever i meet with obstacles. Jesus please anoint me with more understanding & patience towards my love ones including you...Mother Mary please intercete for me..
--gracefully left off--
2:31 PM
